a smooth day..can it be repeat?

What a smooth day wake up at 12 and took my sweet time to prepare myself to work cause I'm working afternoon shift today...job given by my chef are tons...but i did not finish it, well just do whatever i can in 8hrs and i well, the give me the post of commis2...ok fine, I'm happy to get the post but if u put me in commis3, I'll be just fine...all i need now is exp now, and no matter how high i go with no exp. i'm just like a empty can...so no point of giving me a high post now...and i was talking to a coffee house guy today, well he was working in palace of the golden horses before this hotel, he works for 4 years in kitchen but he's still in commis 3...and i'm very luck to skipped commis 3...might be i'll stay in commis 2 for awhile to get more exp before i get the next post...and i was talking to him about pastry stuff...Well, Switzerland is a famous country in doing chocolates and if i do go thr and work i'll have a great chance to learn fine chocolate work but i might need to spend 10K to go and work there...well i'm willing to spend my money to go and learn such things...and Italy is also a great place to learn pastry...well i planned to fly overseas at the age of 20 and be a chef in 27 or 30...well, hoped i can do what i've planned for now...and i'm not staying in this hotel for a long time, cause the management and chef are terrible...i can gurantee, i can handle the kitchen better than the chef right now...i'm not kidding, cuz i'm trained to...might be i should leave before Chinese new year or after...and back to KL...i'll try to apply back KL Hilton and if not i'll try Shangrila or other great hotels...if not...last choice is overseas...out i go from M'sia...Well better not to put too much confident in this cause i'll get myself in trouble for being too confident, this happens to me before in kitchen and taking exams...and people in kitchen do tell me too...too much confident do kills...well, now i believe it...and thanks for telling me...And lately, i felt boring with the stuff i'm doing every hour, that is going for a puff... well last 3 hours is my last stick and there it goes...i'm trying hard to quit it and i did it...just hope i don't get stressed up and i'll do it again...might be...? most proberly not...well when i think it over, it seriously waste my money, and after each stick i takes i felt heavy and it makes me tired...i get excausted very fast...well friends out there, if possible please don't go for puff when i'm around...i've just learn to stop...and oh god...! this weekend i've to be in my hotel at 6am, cause i'll be going out for catering again for 2 days..! and my chef asked me to work O.T...well its fine for me...but at least next week you let me off on Saturday so that i can go back to my collage and attend my class...you re seriously F! gawd damn...! u dosen't have any planning? u think i'm the only guy in the kitchen and u need me? what about, if i'm on M.C on that day? you'll die without me...? seriously crap...might be i should tell u someting...u do have much more exp than me but you are a lousy chef, u dissappoint me...and well i'm leaving very soon, its been almost 3months and i've been following your orders all the time...fine...let's see, next week what you gonna tell me...pls don'y upset me...i've an exam to take...