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Its been a busy day clearing my kitchen and i did everything on my own, well i do not need helping hands form anyone and i can do it myself. I do not understand sometimes, why they likes to choose the color of the skin...it doesn't make any sense to me...well its fine to me, cause u re leaving soon...i don't need u here, rather welcome a new person then asking u to stay...and tmr is a war day, my hotels starts to get bz... well my kitchen are lack of man power, cause another is leaving soon and its gonna be 4 in the kitchen...well i'm trying to ask some of my pal to join me in pastry, but most of them re not interested, cauze pastry to them are hard and sensative, well i do agree...pastry re sensative stuff, but once u have the heart to do it, its nothing to you...its just like baking a sponge cake...well pastry item and its equipment are expansive...i've planned to buy a heavy duty mixer tht normally found in hotels kitchen, and the cost is about 2k to 3k for just a table mixer...well its ok for me to spend some money on that too...cuz its an important equipments to me...without that, i'll have to use the traditional ways and it makes me difficult. And with that i can always practise doing all the fine works, and this enable me to archive my dreams, well if i do...i can also be a artist chef...ever heard of artist chefs? well artist chef focus on doing showpiece and beautiful stuff...just for people to view and not all can be eaten...well tht's what they do...can u believe it? a spaghetti stick that is not blanch can be use to form a shape of a butterfly...well dun believe huh? well culinary is almost like magic, we do beautiful and some are just like heaven...this is also another reasons for me... to choose to be in culinary line...well, some people regreted to choose this line, cause the main reasons is, they can stand the tiredness and stressed from the kitchen another is heat, well u can blame...kitchen re warm especially hot kitchen...well i'm a person who can't stays in hot placed, that's why i choose pastry, but i still have to faced the oven...and ovens gives me problems by giving me burn marks and tattoo...well at least its better than hot...so its fine...well i guess tht's it for today again...and i'm off to bed...nitez all and....sweet dreams...