dreams tht i want to archive...can i? will i? do i?

i'm off tdy, and i gt my energy fully charged...still no plans today slept for almost the whole day again...took my lunch and then back to my bed...well, i don't mind sleeping after my stomach is filled cause no matter hw much i eat i'm still the same size...sigh...i'm getting bored of thinking...just want to get out of my life and do whatever i like...haha...keep driving and go as far as possible so i do not need to face things that is hard for me...might be, after my studies next year, i'll move out of place where i am now to place where its far, France...Italy or Australia will do or placed i want to be in ...KOREA!!!, if i have the chance...Chef in overseas paid re very well... and the exp is much more better there...if i really want to be the best i can't stick my butt here and rott...i want to wear coat and i want to give myself and my family a better life, i guess this is the best way to do it... and after a few yrs in overseas, might be M'sia will change or might be not...well well...just need help from people so that i'm able to fly out frm here and get a job out there...pastries in overseas are finer...food compatition and good chef are there too...and now its not the time for me to waste, gt to keep myself some cash and off i go...Well, i'm pretty sorry my friends, to said this to u guys, but don't worry...when the chef cap is mine... i'll be back for you guys and all of you will able to enjoy great desserts from me....