need to remove the evil in me and be a better person...

Days after days...well everything passed quickly, its been 2 and the half month working here in Malacca and everything still goes smooth, no matter what. Well, its because i take everything easy and nothing much for me to worried about. I finished my studies but the things is, i just want to go deeper into my studies that is degree. But it was quite disappointed, my scores for my theory are not as good as my practical. Well, lots off people thought I'll pass, but don't forget no matter how perfect we are, we'll fall someday. I don't blame myself for failing this time and it doesn't mean I'm a failure, but why not i give a try by taking 2nd time. Simple things are not created for us to worry, might be we just need some time to make a decision or to solve it, and ya! recently people around me said I've changed. Well, might be i do change, i admit i have the bad and the good side. But this time the bad side is more than the good ones. I know I'm better than before, might be i just need some time. We can't change a bad to a good ones in just 1 night, but we can change a good ones to a bad within a minute. To be a better one, parents comes first. I do ask myself sometimes, do i respect my parents? Well, my honest answers is sometimes i don't. Cause i don't really listen to them. The problems is here, i cant change the others of my bad side before this, but i guess i just need time. "Papa" and "Mummy"...please forgive me for being rude, you're the best parents and provide me the best all the time...Well, sometimes parents do nag at us, or even yelled, this is because they want us to go through the correct path, but we as their children have to understand. Might be, the way they teach us or brought us up are a little old fashion, but don't ever forget, this is how they've been brought up, and they had been through everything, and they are walls and shelter to us now. But now times moves forward and things changes, so we have to understand them. "Papa"..."Mummy"...Thank you... I'll make myself a better person and i won't forget what you have done for me...