updated...~

was very busy lately...but at least i gt to on9 with my psp...well bt nt today...i'm in cafe right now...just wanna update my post about my past and...i guess future...well my b'day re over and i'm getting...elder by 1 yr...but not older...got a psp frm my parents...and a watch frm my brothers...well actually i don't really need all these...well its complicated...i dun even noe how to explain it...and now i've my elder bro working with me...both of us wrk in the same kitchen and its getting busy day by day cause its a holiday season...well hope the point for this month re high enough for me to get some new items for my new year...and lately...its between me and my family...well things dosen't goes well till today...i had a big argue with my parents...well haiz...don't wanna talk bout this topic...tears roll down...~ well many things that happen in my life makes me cry...felt like spear piercing into me...well i guess i should leave everything and continue with my dream...well life is complicated...sometimes the things tht you want, you'll never get and in the end you'll get something...that you never ask for...well guess lifes lik tht...sometimes i just want to be alone in a place whr i can come myself...getting away from complicated and stressful life...and good news both of my brothers re going on well with their gf...well happy to hear tht...time for them to treat me a meal...hehe...hah...i've a new trainee in my kitchen...! well i guess...he's gonna get it frm me....someday...i'll scream at him like nobody business...don't blame me...but he forced me to...well if u work very slow...pls train urself to work faster if nt...i've gt no idea wat to say...and don't forget...its a holiday season nw...and we re vy busy...you re working too slow...i can't take it...well i'll give u pressure soon...lol....and yea! christmas is coming...! ginger bread man and ginger bread house...hah can learn to do...and all i want fr christmas...is roast duck,turkey,lamb...christmas cookies...lol....too greedy...and dun forget a cup of hot coffee or chocolate...will celebrate christmas in my walk in freezer...keh keh keh...cold enough for this christmas...XD and Ouch! talking bout the freezer and chiller in my kitchen...i wanna destroy the chiller door...argh....!!! the chiller door fell on me...luck dosen't bleed much it not...i'll bring a hammer together with me to destroy the chiller door....argh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!